I told myself not to cry over things like that, i told myself i must be strong cause i'm standing on a sister position, i told myself not being so spendy, i told myself to be confidence. But you push me to the end of road, i'm too tired to reach the standard you execpted, i can't catch my breathe, i hardly do those stuff i told myself. I can't even do a thing properly. Why you doesn't know this is adding stress not helping me to reach the standard you execpt. Like what other * did is encourage them to do better, when they fail they will forgive and give them chances. What about you, you didn't even give me a chance to TRY you immediatly say "NO" what kind of attitude you giving me to reach the standard. How am i suppose to do to prove that i'm improving. What you know is just looking at those negative side of mine, how about my positive one, you neglected them. You never give people chances, you give those chances to those people who have already Let's use * to do a example. He just show you some useless certificate you will say yes, this is good in future whatever shit. What about me? i just use my OWN certificate for my course you said " it's useless" What iszit all about? I don't know either. What's wrong mans. What's up of being in normal technical, i'm proud to say that. Why? Cause at least i'm worst till that kind of way, i can't even study and retain in primary six. At least i completed my PSLE, my N levels. And here i am, ITE college east, i'm proud to say that! Why? Cause in there, there's no one is been given up, no one is being neglected, no one is looking down on each other. Who says being in poly than you able to live in working industry? Who says that ITE cer. is useless, who says that ITE is " it's the end" Who says? I thought that my * wouldn't look down on me, i thought only those people outside using other eye side to look at me. Who knows * is still the same. I really feel like shouting out loud. I'M REALLY TRYING, AND I'M DOING MY BEST, but no one wants to believe me. Do anyone know how i feel now? I really have things i don't know how to use words to describe. I just know, it hurt me alot alot alot, damn lots. People, you know my heart now feel very .. tight. I just feel like crying.

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